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Name: Chantel
Country: United States
State: Tennessee
Metro: Johnson City
Birthday: 12/10/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: having fun, staying out late, going to parites, and no im not a fucking capitalistic whore so lay the fuck off.
Expertise: Somehow even though I have a job Im an expert at going broke.
Message: message me
AIM:  chantelscs
Yahoo:  chantelscs
Member Since:
4/17/2004
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| So i can most def. say that i hate utah. I have no frinds, and all that is here is a bunch of mormans. It sucks. Myles spends his time playing video games, and i just sit here and have to watch him. i think i might be becoming an alcoholic again. since every night i pretty much drink, and i really dont know what i would do without being drunk. sometimes i wish that i hadnt moved here cause then id still get to hang out with all my friends. but then in a way im glad that i did cause i got off of all the drugs, i mean im still drinking (and more then when i moved out here) but im glad to be off all the drugs. i just wish that i could fight the urge to be drunk all the time. its just so hard. i know that if i had a few friends out here who didnt drink and do drugs i could do it.... its just finding them. | | |
| I feel like im withdrawing from drugs, even though im not on any. Screw the depo shot, and all the hormones it gave me and now taking away. I feel like crying at everything, and my entire body hurts, im dizzy as a mother fucker, im sick to my stomach, and way way way to emotional. someone please help me..... | | |
| fucking hell..... if certain ex's dont stop calling my boyfriend i really htink im gonna freak the fuck out. you dont have to call him every day and try to hang out with him and talk to him and try and get him to go see you casue you know what he isnt going to. this is really jsut getting to be to much for me, i dont deal well with bullshit like this and its really making me think that i need to break up with him, jsut cause i cant take this shit. you stalk my myspace so you can see wha ti do, hell you know it so well that you even know if i change one fucking sentence in it. and then you go and report it back to him, are youi really that depressed that you have to try and ruin someone elses relationship? leave us the fuck alone, you want your ring, hell ill make him find it and if you want it back so bad then he can give it back to you when im with him, or he can mail it to you. i dont trust you as far as i can trow you so there is no way that i would want him around you without me being there. god im ranting but atleast im starting to feel a little bit better. i jsut really hate bitches who try and ruin things for others. i dont care about you. i dont care if thats coldhearted, but let me tell you if the tables were turned, i wouldnt be calling your boyfriend everyday saying this and that, and trying to make him feel bad to that he gets back with you. ive had it. i really wish you would contact me in some way cause then i can really jsut go the fuck off and really let you know how i feel. fucking hell i hate shit like this. | | |
| I HAVE JUST MADE THE WORST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE YET TODAY... :( | | |
| so my friend michelle died on the 3rd. it really sucks, im gonna miss her alot. i mean i know that we didnt keep in touch alot after i graduated, but i still talked to her when i had the chance. its kinda a wake up call now that shes dead. so many of my friends have died in the past couple of years and its not like thier old, their young, alot of them are younger then me. i dont get it at all. my friends that have died were good people, that didnt need to die nor did they want to. i wish every day taht i could die and instead everyone around me dies. i wish i could take their place, they could do so much more in their life. michelle was always funny, full of life, and fun to be around. she was in UB with me and thats how i met her, so she was really smart as well. it makes me sad to know that im never going to get to see her again, talk to her again hear her laugh again, it blows. michelle wherever you are, i love you and im gonna miss you. watch over all of us..... luv ya. | | |
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